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dis weekend is d moz boring weekend i hv evr had man...

haiz...ystrdae hd maths remedial...damn few ppl turn out for 4e3 n 5n3...d npcc gt d cmpcraft comp...dey hd been training for it..dey making d flag pole n shelter...hpe dey win nxt wik...n finna dun overuse your energy..ltr u alwaes tired..haha...n for ur hand,use a softener cream jadi tangan bleh lembut...hd d remedial at media resources...brought cheese crackers n kueh sugi...aftr dt we go eat instant noodles...go hme ard 1pm...idle at hme...5pm go play soccer...very boring man d whole dae...my hp oso no use dis wik..no msges..haiz

wen on d wae 2 sch in d morn took 901..suddenly azri ws aready inside..dunnoe y he take bus frm intrchnge..wen we reach sch dn sal ask him where ruc...ooh...so he ws waiting 4 ruc at wdl intrchnge...he sae ruc told him if she is nt dere its either she go aready or she's l8...of crse she's l8 ah..morning csewae sure jam wt...so i n sufi ws laughing at him while he ran out of sch took taxi 2 wdl intrchnge..poor him..bt also his fault oso ah cz he wasn't patient enuf..dn ard 10 ruc cme wn d remedial ws ovr...n azri ws nt dere...he ws waiting 4 hr at CIQ while she left him alne..miscommunication..nt really ruc's fault ah cz azri no hp hw 2 cntct...so ruc wait 4 him in sch while we go buy brunch...haha...dn azri cme without ruc...guess wt he saed...ruc go buy food bt he didnt buy anyting so he go first...haiz...so gentleman...so we all r like scolding himah...ruc gve him chnce aready bt dis is hw he reacted...haiz..KO lah azri...

dn dere's dis anoder cple...d dumb n dumberer..hehe..jk onli ah..dey r each oder's version in different sex...dey r crazy,nvr tok properly,n many tingz ah...hd sum pix of dem in my hp...dey r suitable 4 each oder man...sum pix in bus where dey sit 2gehter...haha..d couple hu r jz like one anoder...haha..won't elaborate more...ltr kena peck...

2dae dd ntg..ard 2 go mrayap kt wdl lame...dn ptg play soccer...n guess wt?i gt an adidas predator II hg at jz $32.90..reeli..nt lying..my dad friend gt lobang..n its original..nt petaling..so it will make its debut dis fri against d 3Ts..hpe i cn score...nt frm penalty..
yeah dts all ah..so damn boring
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.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 9:01 PM:.
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2dae was damn tired...lucky mdm radiah nvr cum...dn PE was damn tiring man..do 4x400 dn do d staircase,tricep excercise dn play cptain ball..5 boys against like 10 galz..of crse we win lah...clean sheet...so by d time aftr recess avery1 wsn't in d mood 2 study..by physics,alt ppl went sick bay do ntg...purposely..we went 2 lab 4 prac..alot ppl act fainting...no mood ah...dn gt maths...mr j nvr cum..lucky ah...aftr sch gt maths choice..puposely cum l8...dn we joke2 ard..eat d ms ng swits...dn aftr dt go play d classic gme of ice n water in cnteen...reminds of old memory of playing wif d n3os..quite fun ah..dn dey play fren or foe gme..i played kite..quite hard ah at frst...dn aftr dt went hme ard 6pm...l8 ah...

playd wif my hamster jz now..its so cute,notty,attention seeker...evrytime wnts ppl 2 rub its body...dn mz give fresh veges..n nt all type mind u..dis hamster veri high class 1...dn mum go purposely put on my toes n tell it 2 bite my toes..dn it reely go bite ah..funi sey..its nt so pain ah bt it givs u d shock...

alot of catching still nt dne..poor finna,she's so exhausted dis wik wif her np every dae,tests,dnt etc...
relax ok?dn tire urself so much..hav much time 2 rest tau..
so dts all ah...chowz
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.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 9:25 PM:.
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hapi bdae 2 seri aryani..
2dae ws my sis bdae..d pri 6 one..hehe...exactly one wik aftr mine..bt i jealous sey...my mum gt her a bdae cake,kfc,choc etc..dn my dd gonna buy hr sumting...dn her frenz give hr 2 plushies..waaah...i jealous sey..hehe..bt i didnt gt her anyting...so cooked 4 fried egg..bt nvrmind rite...as long as it cums frm d heart..its juz dt i'm broke ah...sori eh..

sch ws norm..aftr sch go c mr tan..do d dnt wif tablet pc...quite fun ah..purposely do it until 4 pm..dun wan go choice..aftr dt go physics choice...ms kim low was nagging at me..stayed until 415..haha..

aftr dt d rest go queensway...ard 430..quite l8 ah..so stayed in sch..luckily azman n syaza solve deir prob..i jealous ah c dem so lovey dovey..hehe...so went hme wif sal,syazazaman,n jee..walk long wae..until wdl mrt dn go back hme..bt quite fun ah..we joke2,laugh2 like nobody's business...reach hme at ard 6..dn suddenly gt dis idea 4 finna's dnt...pillow +torch lite..cnfrm a1 marks..haha..so nt much happen ah..so dts all ah..still gt alot of catching up 2 be done...shahrul,dun stress urself...lucky gt sum1 2 tok 2 ah..hehe..chowz
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.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 9:37 PM:.
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2dae...
morning dd ntg...dn aftrnn go marketing skejap..dn go town 4 a while...wok2...trying 2 relief all my stresses...haiz dunnoe y dis daes damn stressa h...inside mrt sux man...first deres dis bangla hu dunnoe d meaning of cmfrt..ws standing at d door n he cn still try 2 squeeze me..damn fucked up..stared at him 4 a while b4 he wok away...dn deeres dis gay couple...damn disgusting...d weaker 1 ws worst dn a gal man...dn went going hm deres dis guy..pakai koyok..dn d bau d whole cabin..makes me sick..dn gt dis mini mat...nk step ngn mak bapak...asl bleh kate org slenge..mcm dier 2 straight sgt...baru anak abu..haha..

ystrdae wnt dinner wif fam at kopitiam..d food sux man..nasi goreng pt 2 much black pepper...dn d mee goreng mee bnyk sgt kapor...d fish n chip 2 salty...spring chicken 2 little meat...rojak ws overcooked...haiz...nt dt i cerewet..bt reeli sux...sud hav wnt2 d canadian pizza..juz behind my hse...dn watch d liverpool man u match..saw d crouch score..evryone dere was cheering man..wuhoo...liverpool won..

so dts all ah..chowz...
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.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 8:19 PM:.
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hm..2dae wok 2 sch like norm...den met dem...sufi cooked d black pepper spaghetti..quite nice ah except dt its a lil bit 2 hot 4 early in d morning..hehe..so we cmpete ah hu go toilet frst is d loser..dere was sum leftover...gave it 2 azman...d nice2 food all eat aready leaving jz veg n sum spaghetti..haha...d beef r all gone ...sch was norm ah...sian alwaes...2 dae was ttl defence dae..so no norm food 4 recess..dey sae gt all d war food..bt dere was nasi goreng wif french fries..war gt dt luxury ah?tot dt dey gt ubi kayu n sambal..if had sure buy aready...long time nvr eat..so makan angin ah recess...2dae gt malay..haha..ckgu noraini tk dpt lwan balek ah..i sae i h8 asam pedas wif ikan especially bawal dn she sae org melayu ape ni,tk makn asam pedas ikan..it suxs man..dn she sae she dunnoe hw 2 make sambal belacan..haha..nw its mmy turn 4 revenge...so i sae ah org melayu mane tk tau uat sambal belacan..haha..she's lost 4 words..dn she want 2 disturb d 4 guys bt she lost 4 words again..haha...during maths did locus...mr justin son name was md shaqeel marteen..hmm..nice ah..maybe mine will be shahraul gonzalez...nice rite..haha...dn aftr sch gt dnt workshop...dd dunnoe wt ah wif cardboard...d whole dae jz do dt..aftr dt go sit at cnteen..dn turn emo ah..haha..wif azmn n danial..syaza was lik oh man..plz stop..bt we jz continue singing ah..eh i like legend rock ah like wings n lovehunters..veri emo2 type..hha..so chow out of sch at 630..d rest go lepak2 kt vista..i wnt hme straight ah..da nk maghrib sey kalo stay...so reach hme at 7pm..naseb baek blm azan..kalo tk da ko sey..so dts all ah 2dae..

so ystrdae ws ok lah..gt a sk8bord frm jepon..nice graphics on d deck...so yeah went sch..gt alot of stares...even mr justin tau..so yeah..ws quite excited abt it..play wif it..ard 730 an came 2 do his poly tingy..btw fai n fir stead on my bdae man...bukannye nk bilang..mane tau bleh celebrate same2..haha..jkjk...so basically dts all ah..
so..chowz..
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.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 9:43 PM:.
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2dae was 1302..my bdae..wen i woke up..guess wt?i gt my frst bdae wish frm finna...tanx man..i'm so touched...n she msg mi at 0130 hrs...cn u imagine dt?she juz wantd 2 be d frst person 2 wish me..haha...so touched...bt as long as she dun fell asleep in class ltr i'm ok wif it...haha..my breakfast ws jz bread wif hotdog..dn i go pt cheese..its so damn nice man...so off 2 sch..tuk bus..if nt sure l8...lesson ws norm...mr justin nvr cum...

webt hme at 3..early ah..dn mum gave me chocs..dis time cadbury wif almond...tnx veri much..reeli appreciate it...dn went out wif d gang...bought sum impt tings..no rose..haha..dn went hme at ard 630...dn on d radio..d ustaz tgh ckp psl vdae..tk bleh sambut etc...

so nw dnt still muz finish ideation by dis wik..hehe..so sure stress ah frm d pace i'm taking..

haiz..still cnt believe wt i saw dt dae...punk n ska mixing 2gether...dn saw dis dunnoe wt poser...haiz..

so dts all ah...chowz
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.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 8:30 PM:.
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hmm...2dae was my dad bdae...hapi bdae 2 zulfakili bin ahmad...i guess i muz have bin d greatest bdae present he had ever had 16 yrs ago...cz within 24hrs of his bdae,i was born...haha...so 2dae didnt do much stuffs...ard 4 go csy n lib..borrow sum books 4 dnt n scrambler mags...dn went csy...man i was so damn stress like fuck man...boleh menangis air mate darah sey...so decided 2 buy sumting dt gt 2 do wif rock ah...so bought sumting black n studed...dn wok2 4 sumtime..tinking wt 2 buy 4 my dad wif juz $6..man so damn fucked up...so in d end bought a meal frm kfc...dn go mit shida giv sumting...dn went hme...i guess dad was fine wif d 'present'..haha...haiz..tmr aready sch..dis wik is 4 me 2 do ideation aready...cz nxt wik start wif practical aready..
nw on tv is hanyut abt black metal...n my mum is nagging cz she tot i oso one of dem..jz bcz i like wearing black n sumtimes wen i go out wif mmber pakai celak she tot i black metal..hahaha...juz becoz of dt show she start accusing me of many diff tingz...i actualli dun reeli like hanyut...haiz..ape nk buat...

kk..nw dis prt is abt finna..she's is d one hu ask me 2 rite 2dae's entry...haha..tnx anywae..hope ur prob is already dissolved 4ever...

haiz...left ard 8 mre hours 4 me 2 enjoy myself as a 15 yr old..hahiz...time's is travelling so damn fast man...
on 13 February at 0607 hrs 16 years ago,a great wonderful man by d name of SHAHRULNIZAM BIN ZULFAKILI...wkhakhakha...so basically dts all ah 2 dae...dun tink 2nite cn sleep ah...tinking abt wt i have done s a 15 yr old so far...hehe..

kk dts all....chowz...goodbye 2 my 15 yr old self 2..hope cn start everyting a new as a 16 yr old...must cherish it...kk...chowz
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.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 8:53 PM:.
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2dae startd well...hd physics..dn history n el...aftr recess hd malay..ok ah..d 3 heroes go look 4 wrds in kamus wic have explicit meaning..haha...aftr lesson we disturb d oder ppl wif d wrds n dey were like wondering,wt d hell is dt?hahax..dn d whole gang go wdl mrt...dn i depart frm d rest..go fri prayers ALONE...haiz..den went 2 bank..dere was like no one...so in 5 mins gt my $ out...dn went hme go eat,change n oder tingz..

dn go sch..gt match..skate dere...quite tiring man..cz hd 2 go long wae..path was slippery n i scared fall..bt lucky,i reached sch in 1 piece..
played full time...frst half was ok..ref was amar...he's ok lah..den 2nd half gt alot of prob..miss 1 great chance...haiz...d corners r all far post..damn it man..if far post sure gt chance..dn gt 1 crnr gt chance..ball cums 2 me..my front was packed...so try 2 chip it in bt in miss d net by a few cm...DARN...dn gt 1 time d ball came in our territory...kick d ball away dn gt dis guy go bang onto me...shit...both fell...both suffer d pain..haha..bt he sure suffer even wrst cz my body is steel..hehe...n guess wt?DEY GT D PENALTY..by dis time i ws really damn angry man..hey i gt d ball frst dn he's d one he came charging onto me...DARN...dn suffer cramps on bth leg..cnt sub out aready...dn gt 1 chance 2 score by penalty....MAN I CUDNT SCORWE PENALTY>>>by nw i'm totally mad...at myself..btw we won 8-3.....end of game ppl were like hw cum u cudnt score...den my emo side showed straight aftr gt out of field..d oder kazam were like comforting me bt i'm juz kiping myself quite...haiz...its relly my fault we didnt do well...AAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH....dn wnt hme skating...hoping tingz wud gt bttr...

bt tingz went frm bad 2 worst..juz enter my house n mum triggered off..dn went ngaji...n my teacher is mad abt us..he was purposely critising us..i noe i cnt read d quran well...dt doesnt min i cnt learnt...izat n fais totally rebel against dem...like wt man,kol urself religious teacher wen u urself still nt correct...dn even noe wt his own son is doing...he nag3...me n gang jz ignore...den he scold us..if dun wan 2 learn dun cum...NO wonder alot ppl quit aready...its all bcoz of u man...

so basically dts all ah...WT AN UNLUCKY DAE..countdown 3 mre daes...
nvr gonna gt wish cums true..hahahax...chowz
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.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 9:46 PM:.
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hmm...2dae...had mass run..ok lah..actauli wantd 2 walk all d wae bt d rest dun wan..so i sprint dn stop continuously...dn gt dnt...finally i gt tingz going..i noe wt 2 do finally..WUHOO...bt d oder guyz kept saying me backstabber cz i didnt follow dem wan 2 skip dnt wrkshop..bt hu cares?r dey gonna mark my paper?HELL NO..so better stay on track...recess ate at d cik sarimah's stall..d food is getting nicer dae by dae man...haha..padan muke baghdad...den hd el,geog gt test...cocked up in d test...dn gt maths..mr j nvr cum..cz wife in labour...dd d maths ppr...

2dae gt our sec 1 cdts..gt 30...dey all ok ah..joke2...we gt 1 cute guy..4gt his name bt i kol him tweety bird...his face cute ah...den d hair haiz...I NOT GAY AH..his face is jz cute...tot dem basic drills...funi ah..dey all blur2..so alot of ppl r laughing at dem ah...me,finna,sherman,dayah...dn lt sherman take ovr...dunnoe y suddenly dt shidi go disturb us..sherman was so angry...had 2 push him away..if nt,k.o. aready..dn cliff intervene...hd 2 push him oso..haiz...nt dt i didnt bother,i was angry oso ah bt i noe d np nco r dere..so i jz sae ah we nvr disturb u all so dun make fun of us ah..so d nco go dunnoe wt...den aftr trng he made an apology...dunnoe wehter sincere or nt ah...so dismiss dem at ard 610..dn went hme..dunnoe y suddenly finna cry...masalah pompuan ah..so actuali wanted 2 ask y bt was shooed away...ape nk uat..dey all go lepaks 4 a while..i go hme straight go repair my voice...dn gt msg...sad2 one..haiz...ape nk jadi ah...y is everyting is pressured on me?AAAAARRRRRGGGGGHHH

so tmr is fri...muz bring kamus...haiz..dn muz go prayers..hope sum1 will go wif me..haha..plan 2 go soccer match on my rollerblade...dn cn do dnt oso...

haiz...fridae,saturdae,sundae,dn ITS MONDAE...wuhoo...so 4 mre daes 2 d dae...

bdae wish nvr gonna be a reality...c no 1 noes..haha...

chowzz
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.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 9:03 PM:.
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2dae arh...wake up at 6 tinking its 630..so ran 2 toilet..rushing..nvr new i can do ting dis fast in d morning..

...nth much happen ah in sch..wen 2 sch wif d rest..dn like fuck back gate close again...so hd lesson s norm...gt chem test..quite ok ah 4 ppl like mi hu dun even undrstnd d whole topic...so i guess mdm shuryati purposely make it easier...only dt i dunnoe d butene n butane tingy..n wts saturated?my mind suddenly went blank...haiz...den aftr dt was maths..mr justin ws at hos cz wife ws going 2 give birth 2 a boy...TO THE WIFE OF MR JUSTIN,PLZ HOLD ON A BIT LONGER>>>13 FEB IS CUMING...DN WE CNT CELEBRATE TOGETHER...YEAH MAN...2 ALL PARENTS,13 FEB IS D BEST DAE 2 GIVE BIRTH..HEHE...

so aftr sch gt d dnt wrkshop...came l8 a bit..d rest sae dey nt cuming bt dn suddenly dey came..FORCED..dn d kol mi betrayer..hey,dey 4gt or wt dt dnt is 1 of d easiest subject 2 score...bt at least d BOYZ didnt really mind..woow..nw at least nw i noe wt 2 do abt my dnt aready..WUHOOOO...so aftr d wrkshop stay a while..tok2...ard 545 went 2 play d norm game at bdminton crt dere...den dey all go make fun of finna's voice...isn't it rude?wasn't hapi abt dt actualli...so play d gme...AZRI IS SUCH A BACKSTABBER MAN..killed mi in d frst round...knn...so at 3rd game, killed him..haha..he deserve it...EVERYONE WAS SO HAPI ABT DT...EVEN RUSSEE WAS HAPI...so wnt hme ard 630...man i didnt noe dt azman also like emo...wuhoo...

so countdown 5 mre daes...
evryone was like begging me "SHAHRUL,wt do u wan 4 ur bdae...
hw many time must tell huh???
i dun wan anyting special...
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.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 9:04 PM:.
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hmm...2dae no pe bcz gt dt uk ppl cuming 2 check on us..damn stupid...n man i had only had 1 PE lesson..cn u believe dt?hw m i going 2 stay fit man?cnt believe dt my 2.4 ws slower dn ahmad...went 4 recess early..cz d relief teacher hd no choice bt 2 lt us go..hehe...so dis wik i'm gonna save my bucks...2dae hd no choice prog..so stayed in sch 2 do my maths...dn tok2,plan 4 fri's match,played soccer wif d 2ns...dey quite gd ah in court...bt in d field,KAZAM DOMINATE..HAHA...quite worrying ah..wif our players nt at deir top form...me myself hd so long nvr play soccer...so went 2 play d spider web game aftr dt..went hme at 640pm..quite l8 ah...otw 2 bustop suddenly heard sum1 shout amar..so it muz be d laz yr's 5n3 guys...n it was ithnin...nvr knew dey still rmmbr me..so tuoched..haha...btw on fri wen we gt match d laz yr's o lvl batch oso gt deir results..heard dt our 'senior' team is cuming 2 support us..YEAH..N3O IS CUMING..its alwaes exciting wif dem ard...muz prove 2 dem we deserve 2 b deir jnr team...

haiz...6 mre daes 2 my dae...hehe...i dun wan anyting man...wt i nid is sum1 hu cares,understand n support me all d wae man...$$$ cnt buy u happiness aftrall rite?
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.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 9:45 PM:.
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2dae..hmm..2dae like norm sch..bt at ard 150 went 2 suntec wif d rest of dnt n f&n students..went mainly 2 toys r us..task was 2 take pix..bt we go play ard wif d toys...actuali wantd 2 buy d water gun bt d rest dun wan..so cancel..aftr dt wnted 2 buy d tiger doll..it luks so real..bt cost 59.90..den wanted 2 buy d bus model..so damn nice..bt dey all want 2 go aready...haiz..quite regret abt it...bt nvrmind...dn go wok2 abit..go luk at d ncklace..so chip..onli $5..dn went 2 c d chocs...azri bought sumting...so at d end..evry1 ws waiting 4 us in d bus..hehe... n now my fucking sister is m,aking evryone mad at home..knn..cb sisiter...too clver dts y make oder ppl life difficult..so..had 2 end her bcoz of her...knn...cb sister...chowz
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.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 10:01 PM:.
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man i dunnoe y..bt dis few daes i can't stay calm..everytime i rest,i will tink of many diff probs happening ard me...wif all dt shocking electing tingy...AAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGHHHHHH....somebody PLS help mi.....i dunnoe y...maybe i sud book a place at IMH...wif all d school,cca,ARGH...dunnoe y bt tingz nowadeas r so fucked up...seldom happens d wae it sud be...argh...even nw i'm tinking.....SOMEBODY PLSE HELP ME...all dis tingz r bugging me....god plse send mi sum1...i nid sum1 2 tok 2 man...sum1 hu reeli understands me n cares abt it....AAAAAAAARRRRRRGGGGHHHH...haven't been able 2 sleep dis few daes man...wif all d catching up on my studies 2 be done....AAAAAARRRGGGGHHH....

kk...enuf of all dt shit....well 2dae was kinda long dae man...did nth d whole dae...d aftrnoon was damn long man..planned 2 go out 2 penin bt 2dae gt unite ah..bttr dun go...so went cycling wif my childhood frenz...went 2 tekong,vista dn go 2 the place behind sch where dey go kite...quite nice 2 watch d ppl fly...so nxt wik we plan 2 go there 2 fly kite ourselves...maybe dt can release my stress..dts wt izat sae....hmm...aftr dt go cycle on roads...blocking d path of oncoming cars...haha...afif almoz gt bang by bus..he's a psycho...

ystrdae was a waste of time man...went 2 lib...my cuzzin hd sabo mi..put my leather jacket in my bag...go lib dd nth..actuali wantd 2 study chem..man i cudn't study..dunnoe y..d aura wasn't dere..haha...den went 2 lvl 6 go eat...actuali regret buying my meal...cud have saved $5.95...haiz...dn wok2 ard..dey all wan 2 survey wt dey want 2 buy 4 v dae...haiz..azri was dumbfoundd...dn went xcraft....man,I REELI WANT DT CHE GUEVARA JACKET...its so damn fucking nice...den dere's also d scrambler pants..fox brand..damn xpensive $180..dunnoe hw m i gonna afford dt once i gt my license..haiz..$$$$..aftr dt moz went hme leaving me,azri,danial,ruc n sal..we sit behind d intrchnge..d galz go sumwhere 4 a while...suddenly i manage 2 alter d lyrics of berhenti berharap...made it specially 4 azri..its so damn nice man d song...

d rest r busy wif deir v dae prep..hav dey 4gttn dt luv/friendship cnt be celebrated any dae...anywae i'm taking 13 feb as my v dae s we're nt allowed 2 celeb on dt dae..so 13 feb will be 2 in 1 4 me..haha...

hmm dey all r bugging me wt i want..man i dun even noe wehter dey cn even afford wt i wan..haha

so dis is d list of wt i wan...
-true luv..haha
-a gal...hahaha...crazy me
-fender bass guitar n its amp..hehe..damn xpnsive
-ktm 525 exc scrambler..hehe..so impossible
-full body scrambler safety gear..
-a music teacher
-a shop in penin..hehe
-gt 2 go jc...wait aftr o lvl..hehe..
-gt out of wgs..hehe..
-free unlimited jamming ..hehe
-my own jamming studio..haha...
-my own band..hehe..wait long2..
hmm...n d list goes on...
actualli..wt i nid is sum1 hu i cn tok 2 abt my probs without filing insecure...sum1 hu reeli cares abt me...undrstand mi..n d list goes on..hehehe..

so dts all...chowz
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.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 9:15 PM:.
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hmm...2dae...walked 2 skool...2dae gt physics...dn history...marked our frenz ppr..dunno hw 2 mark jz give marks anyhw...dn had english..muz do d compo tingy...dn aftr recess hd ml...we used d kamus..n i'm d onli 1 hu havent buy d wrkbk..so while d rest r doing,i was busy looking 4 meanings of ppl's name n meaning of sum wrds dt r going 2 be said in d fridae's prayer..wen sch ends,persuaded d guyz 2 go 4 prayers...azman sae he wan 2 go bt in d end,oso dun wan 2 go...i dunnoe wt going 2 happen 2 dem ah...u guys sud bttr insaf man...i'm on my frst step of "insafing"..so went prayers alone...wen going out of sch,mr justin called..i tot he wantd 2 scold me or sumting bt he actuali juz nk salam....dunnoe y bt quite touched by dt ah...so tuk 901 2 wdl mrt...den tuk same bus as firdaus,muhamad n his fren...dn went to fri prayer...ALONE...can u imagine dt..oder ppl go wif frenz while i ws a loner dere...prayed beside kamarudin,d guys hus sis was invlve in d sq006 incident tingy...aftr dt met my pak long tok a while..met syahmir,asri,jepun bro,ismail,long lost fen syahrie,abang chik ridzuwan...man i realise dt grew so much ovr d years..syahrie is no shorter den me...saw d NT guyz at traffic lite...man nw i realise dt although dis guys r nt dt gud academically bt dey gt deir iman..i gt a lot of respect 2 dem man...
at nite went ngaji...met my rocker frenz...upd8 each oder on d rock scene..dts d onli ppl hu share d same abt rock man...we hate d same genre of music...

man i dunnoe y bt now i'm veri jiwang man...evry song is abt love...dunnoe y...all my frenz r..wings,iklim all start 2 revive..n dt proves 1 ting rock never die...haha...i'm an emo guy nw man...so dts all ah..chowz
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.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 9:32 PM:.
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hmm..dis fw daes...damn fucking busy man...ystrdae hd time management crse...damn waste of time n $..d onli main ting dt guy trying 2 sae was PLAN ur time properly...its juz like repeating wt my mum hd alwaes emphasize..dn 2dae hd stress managment crse..instructor's name was mr pang..man,our class was nt dt responsive abt his name man..if he was in my spec crse pltoon..he'll sure b famous...cz pang n punk same pronounciation...so u noe d phrase...aftr dt go check out ncc...damn it man...onli 2 specs...haiz dunnoe ape nk jadi...
man,i'm actuali quite hapi wif rasul 2 dae..he sae he's gonna gt d oc award 4 spec crse...dts wt i wan 2 hear frm my jnrs...CONFIDENCE...so i tok2 wif dem..dts d onli wae i gt feedbacks frm dem...dey all r quite nice ah...i noe d trick of noeing dem properly...
2dae went hme quite l8...ard 7..hw i wish i can go hme at 2pm straight...saw a hayabusa juz nw..quite big n nice ah..
so 2dae i noe wt crse i wan 2 go in poly...industrial design..so in d future if u see my name in any unique tingy,dun b surprise ah..hahahaha
dnt still stuck ah..
man 2dae going hme is a bit scary ah..i hd encountered wif dt tingy sound ah...ask mi if u wan 2 noe mre...hmm...so maybe dts all ah..to lazi 2 explain...tok 2 mi personally ah 4 details...chowz
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.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 9:06 PM:.
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