::woh...wt a dae...

morning 4 d teacher's dae celeb...dn hall gt d performance competition tingy...

n i'm SO DAMN proud of my NCC jnrs..dey hav won d 1st prize 4 d comp...wn dey told me d story line laz time i was like,ok dis will b like any oder performance...bt wen i watch it jz nw,it ws jz so damn entertaining s compared 2 d oders...maybe ours gt a lot of actions huh...its kinda fun watchiing dem do d fighting scene...n d finale was d climax wn zulfaqar did a slowmo 360 flip...haha..event though deirs' was a simple one wif nt much props...d storyline was interesting..nvrmind dt dey may nt followd correct methods..cz dis is 4 entertainmnt....hahaha...u cnt jz follow by d book...bt it ws funi ah...
dere's so much talents in NCC waiting 2 b discovered...

dn aftr sch wnt bck QPS..met wif old frenz..although nt all....
met d bez ml teacher,ckgu esah..she teach cnfrm marks>85
dn met ckgu juliana,mdm halimah n many mre..although dere's alot of chnges nw...
& alot of teachers cnt recognize me..dey sae i luk so diff...haha...
dn met old frenz...ehem3...hahahaa

2 end my dae,d bez news ever...joakim's out of SI..wuhoo..jz wen i tot SI was abt 2 gt boring..hahaha...

dts all...chowz::

.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 9:06 PM:.
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::MERDEKA!!!
finally i finished my dnt coursework..

tmr teacher's dae..
i hope will b cuming back 2 my old sch,qihua....heard dt dere's lotsa changes..hope won't get chased out like d past years...like dere's no more cik yam...man i miz her chicken rice,kampong chicken rice n nasi beriani eic is on tuesdae,thursdae n fridae respectively..its alwaes a sold out ting...well...my main reason 4 cuming bck tmr is of crse dis may b my laz time visiting it..dn c my old teachers n of course...EAT....i'm gonna spend my $$ on food tmr man...

well..my tag board is nw hogged by human being dt i noe..

now,all d dnt students r relaxing at home...while d art students r burning deir mudnite oil..hahaha...

u,uat art btol2 eh...concentrate tau...haha

now SI2 juz sux man...dt loser gt alot of praises frm d judges..bcoz of his veri slight improvement..basically he jz dun deserve his place dere amn..bcoz of him many talented singers hu hav been improving EVRYWEEK were sacrificed...i dunnoe..mayb his fans r deaf or sumting...n if any of my favourites were 2 go out tmr...i'm gonna hate him 2 d max man..

hahas....24 daes 2 ramadhan....chowz::

.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 9:38 PM:.
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::aarrrgghhhh....26 hours 2 submission of dnt coursework..so damn stress ful..i jz cnt do at hme...its so noisy...wn ppl make noise dey complain wn dey make noise its like ntg...hiaz...nw i'm finishing my detail development..act i kinda redo my whole folio...bt nvrmind..jz hope i cn scxore s much s possible...

now i jz dunnoe where 2 do my folio..my home is too noisy...esp wif d vehicles passing by in front 24/7..maybe i cn do it at d lib..i dunnoe..2dae's sunday..cnfirm pack....

haiz..i need an enlightenment and divine intervention...

dts all...chowz::

.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 12:57 PM:.
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::Regret..dts i hav 2 sae...

1st regret...for nt choosing my subjcts combo proprly 4 sec 3 in sec 2...i dunnoe lah...maybe folio is not my type of work..i'm more of a practical person..i dun reeli like paper work...
2nd regret..for not doing my folio all dis while..n nw i hav 2 rush thru it...n doing it half awake makes tingz worst...
3rd...4 taking dnt...i dunnoe y..bt too bad...

if only life dere's backspace and pause...

well i hope i will be prepare by time o lvl cum...
ramadhan in 29 daes...i hope dis ramadahn will b a blessing 4 me...

u,jage abang baek2 eh..jgn slalu makan carrot,nnti badan pon mcm carrot..hahaha..

haiz...dts all..chowz::

.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 3:16 PM:.
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::2dae was kinda nt my dae..early morning aready gt stomach ache..so starve myself throughout d dae...no wonder alot ppl dread mondays..4 me its becoz of english..imagine 3 periods of english doing nothing bt mock test..so damn boring..n dn d ppr if its marked dn ok ah..bt we mark it ourself...so i did all d questns Xcept 4 d summary...write oso no use..itz nt gonna b marked...

dn d rest of d dae is like norm...BORING...

man..2daes ago i gt dis dream..i dunnoe wether it ws tru..i was on the train wif sum1..onli 2 of us..frm sumwhere...bt i'm sure dis muz be a joke..cz d person is so like different frm me...haha..although she oso crazy2 one..haha..N SHE'S NOT MY PAST....

haha..tmr PE..i hope play floorball or sumting..i play against cliff...haha..sure very fun..
so dts all..i hope tmr b a better dae...

man...d video for make damn sure is so damn good man..d lead is so insane throughout...n d animals gt eaten..man,itz so nice..

chowz::

.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 6:31 PM:.
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::so damn bored..dunnoe where 2 go dese daes..go out nid $$..hw i wish tingz in sgp r not so expensive..hahaha...

i juz find the meaning of my name man..

shahrul=moon
nizam=administration...

haha..i nvr expect my name 2 min dis...haha..
nvr mind..at least it doesnt min sumting like 'veri good' or sumting cz i'm nvr up 2 dis gud names...haha..
lucky dis is my name cz if i was givn a name wic mean sumting gd,it'll b jz b a propaganda n a disgrace..hahha..

nw searching 4 $$ in my rm..haha..2 buy a bus model...its realistic..i like dese kind of trucks n buses models...


haiz..so damn bored...dunnoe where 2 go nw...chowz::

.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 11:22 AM:.
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::peace or pissed?
u decide...::

.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 9:53 PM:.
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::evryone disturbing me abt my past..plz lah..i kip quiet u all disturb me..wen i sae abt my past,ppl sae "juz move on" etc etc..hw 2 if its like dis huh..
wat jz becz tmr is d ting bdae i mus b gud 2 it izzit?wtz so special abt it...its jz an ordinary prsn dae of birth...y muz tok so much abt?oder ppl bdae like wani tk kecoh2t..y?u expct ppl 2 buy tings 4 her?her parents cn do it ah..she is aftrall thier child....she nids special attention ah?dn go spastic sch..she cn hav all d attntion she wans..man if tmr dey kecoh2 abt it,dn i tink ppl hav gone out of deir mind..aftrall,she gt lts of ppl 2 shower hr wif presents...i MIN lots..haha...

went hme jz nw wif fuad..long time no c..haha..we tok abt alot of tingz man especially girls..he's very matured nw..n he's a lucky guy 2 gt a gud gf..she did alot of tingz 4 him..n bcz of her,he quit smoking..hw gud was dt..hw i wish i hd one like dt..haha..jk onli...both of us agreed dt gud girls r hard 2 find dese daes..i tok 2 him abt my past..n he supported my decision..he saed if he was me,d gal will suffer more..he was kinda angry abt hw i was treated..he sae dt kinda ppl nvr learn deir lesson..i guess he'ss rite..haha..

i tink i rather nt tok abt it anymore..i'm jz letting out my feelingz..itz nt grudge...

2dae english oral was ok..d passage nt much difficult words except dis simple word,unhealthy,wic i kept repeating 3 times...
2dae i gt sore throat early in d mornng..itz jz so painful..my throat is as if like a deserrt..so damn dry..haha..so bought strepsil..its blackcurrent bt i dun care..it doesnt taste much bcoz my nose r block..so its juz bland..aftr eating like 5 of it,my toungue feels like its so thick..i juz cant feel my toungue...lidah da kebas ah...bt i tink itz juz a blessing in disguise 4 me...cz i tink 2dae my oral passage i done bttr dn prelim..i feel so comfortable reading it jz nw...haha...

nw dnt is so pressurising me..dis is all bcz of d director coming 2 sch tmr..he's gonna film abt our sch dnt tingy..i was chosen 2 tok 2 d director..man itz so stress full cz i hav 2 complete my whole folio n shw it 2 him tmr...n i juz started my detail development..alot of ppl r so stress up bcz of dis ting...man...MY FOLIO NEEDS A DIVINE INTERVENTION...

n still haven submit my testimonial...2dae was date due..damn it..ms yati may hd 4gttn abt it cz aftr geog test she was so angry abt our class dirtyness...

my past is my past...no point tinking abt it...

nw its abt d present...
i guess i rather move on ..no point chasing..s a saeing,i u hd sumting,let it go.if it cums back,dn it is urs.if not,ur jz nt fated 2 b wif it...

chowz::

.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 7:38 PM:.
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::haiz..itz dt time of d yr again..its the tropical fruit season n also the sick season..haha..everyone jz feeling sick.. as for me...i HATE getting sick man...itz juz restrict me of my freedom...n nw sumting wic i used 2 enjoy is sumting i suffer..wic is EATING..nw i cnt eat properly man..i gt ulcers..damn it man...danny oso gt it...u sud c me eating jz nw...i was crying wen eating man...enduring d excruciating pain..actulai i didnt wan 2 eat bt i'm jz hungry...hungry ghost..haha...

wen hq jz nw wif faris..haha..he wasnt allowed 2 enter cz his attire..so i went in..return my no.3 n i was out in less dn 10 mins...dis moz probbly my laz entry 2 d hq..i dun tink i wan 2 continue s a clt..nvrmind if i wud nt get the chance 2 wear no.1...maybe hu noes,i will b wearing it 4 NDP..n maybe as the parade commander..haha..juz hoping so...haha..
well,d hq hd many fond memories 4 me..

1)hq is where i noe lts of ppl
2)dts where i hd my camp FEAST...many incidents,both sweet n sour,happen dt time
3)specialist course..dts where i noe mre abt d place..
4)snr spec crse...
5)dts wherre i learn abt humans more frm my CLTs during spec crse OC platoon
6)dis one i cnt 4gt...d mount ophir expedition...well ltz nt tok abt it..veri sensitive...
well,goodbye hq...haha

nw its dnt stress..my folio reely need divine intervention man..man..i dunnoe..maybe i nid a miracle..haha..

wah..actuali i'm tired d whole dae...surviving maths was a torture 4 me man...haiz...
as 4 physics,i tink i m still able 2 remembr my work of laz yr..dts gd...

2dae choice programme was history...i wondere hw many of the class' goody two shoes went man..haha..well guys,relax ah..itz juz a joke..no hard feeling ah..haha...i tink amir 'sure' went..aftrall,dts his fav subjects...wakhakhakaha..


goodbye hq..maybe one dae i will come back n serve...

damn it man..early in the morning i gt disturbed..cz finna was receiving her award 4 d science tingy...dn dey go look at me...4 wt man?we're juz gd frenz wt...haha...lucky i gt my revenge on desmond...he n ginny were togethr..hahaha..as cliff said,finally he had grown up...haha...

desmond,relax ah..i'm jz writing..dn take it seriously ah......haha

poor shida..nw she lost her ic..haha..lucky mine is found...maybe d jinx is passed 2 her..haha..any1 hu found it plz return it ASAP..she nids it for hr oral..haha

i tink i wrote 2 long aready...ltz kip it short nw...

chowz...dt vri short..haha::

.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 8:07 PM:.
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::man..so damn bored...hw i 4gotten hw use d tablet man..haha..

dis wik is so short n damn boring...
n my allowance is geting lesser s time goes by...i guess i muz start my old business again2 gt d extra income...i nid 2 go shopping...haha..my clothing are getting my boring...i reeli nid new pants...

imagine aftr u sneeze,there's blood coming out of ur nose...cool eh?haha..
frm dis morning wen i sneeze,blood will cum out...sud hav taken pix of myself...haha...kinda gore or sumting...haha

nw my mum busy wif her sewing business...puase agie LESS DN 6 WIKS...i've mix feeling abt it..bt 1 ting 4 sure...i will nt get any allowance dn..haiz...bt dn i will luv d nite...cn go anywhere until dawn...bt dis yr i tink dis yr i rather stay home..o lvl in abt 2 months time...
i dunnoe if i sud still aim 4 jc...frm d rate i'm going..haiz...n wts if wan go jc dey luk at prelims resultt..man..i dunnoe wt i'm suppose 2 do..esp my science...
n cnt believe it man...d cca point dt cn be used is only useful if u score less dn 20 pts 4 all ur subjects...dn u cn use ur cca pts...its like useless..u already gt a chance 2 enter jc..i dunnoe much abt hw dis system works...

haiz...bored...chowz::

.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 12:05 PM:.
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::change my skin..a refreshing one 4 me...haha..bt ok ah...

haiz...2dae...
was feeling sick...running nose..as in gt flu....haha...
man dis 2 daes hasn't been gud man..
1)ystrdae rahimah out pf SI...man dis is no longer a singing competition..u c,ppl hu cant sing is not even the bottom few...sum ppl muz hav been deaf or sumting...even mathilda n jon hu gt a nice voice wasnt in d safe grp...
haiz...even worst was d bottom 2 was my fav...rahimah n paul...
2)i'm getting sick..I HATE BEING SICK...all d fun will b terminated..AHHHH..
3)got my mt o lvl result juz nw...man i got a grade low frm my target..damn it..muz hav bin my compo..i didnt finish it man...i min my laz paragraph was kinda sucky cz i had 2 rush it...
4)i lost my wallet...ARGH...nw i gt NO NRIC,NO EZLINK CARD,NO ALOT OF CARDS..haha...bt AARRGGHH...
5)dis whole wik no DNT...my folio die liao...


haiz...so much unhappines...chowz::

.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 5:41 PM:.
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::man...i juz can't believe it..Rahimah out of Singapore Idol....man...she got lots of reason not 2 go out...
she can sing,gt her own personality and many more...
well maybe she doesnt hav dt much fans...haiz...
BUT AT LEAST SHE CAN SING!!!
well,i tink dis is no longer a singing competition...its more of a beauty contest already...
an1 hu hve d gud luks cn juz b a finalist...
well i minn not all of d finalist cnt sing...

aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhh....
tmr muz giv my draft for my testimonial....die liao..2dae sleep l8.....
dn tmr mt results...so scared sey..haiz...

well i tink dts all...SI spoil my dae 2dae..haiz...
chowz::

.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 9:38 PM:.

::man..2dae n ystrdae was so damn boring man...ystrdae whole dae stuck at hme...futhermre mom cook my 'fav' dish,d asam pedas..lucky she made rojak bandong cz she know i'm not going 2 eat her asam pedas...although eating rojak will nvr make my tank full..at least bttr dn starving d whole dae..hah..n FYI d asam pedas until now oso still haven finish..haha..

2dae maybe going out ltr...jz 2 bored at home..haha...lucky 2dae mum cook laksa..haha..

haiz..chowz::

.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 1:52 PM:.
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::heylo..long time nvr upd8..haha..kind of lazi abit...
haha...

2dae was POP parade...damn it..i screw myself up..couldn't concentrate properly...
during d belok was kinda distracted by d cameraman..haha..aftr dt dunnoe sumhow my timing change liao..haha..lucky i notice it quick enuf..if nt paiseh like fuck..wat will ppl sae,,,Unit Drill Instructor cum Specialist course Platoon Best cadet cannot march properly..haha..nvrmind...human make mistake..even in d ndp in kallang...haha...bt i like wearing no.3 man..haha..dn during d parade wn d emcee sae our name we muz rply n i didnt notice..she was waitng 4 me 2 rply..lucky shida sound me..haha...aftr d parade ms tia call us 2 cum back 2 prde sq..dn she sae she wan 2 intro evryone of us bt instead she jz intro me n ahmad..man dts not fair..

aftr dt we go hall...gt d dunnoe wt speech frm ex student..dunnoe wt its call..haha..shida(bugs) met her bos dere...dn aftr dt go take tablet pc wic i'm using nw..hehe...haiz..dunnoe y some ppl r so foolish enuf 2 compete wif oder ppl jz dt 1 stuff..so kiasu..n ending up 2 sum1 else's misery..

haiz....prelims r near...i'm scared of myself man..it seems dt i nt d one controlling it..dunnoe y...i wan 2 study bt my body resisting it...

how u behave in ur uniform reeli reflect upon urself,ur cca,ur unit etc...many ppl told me it sud be GB or rahman do it..bt nvrmind dn..human make mistakes..

haha..showing of affection in front of everyone huh?..hahhahaahaha..i noe u too well..no hard feelings or grudges..bt u'll nvr learn ur lesson..hanya allah sahaja yg mampu mengajarmu..haha

haiz...chowz...::

.:So Long & Goodnite FU**er blogged on 8:31 PM:.
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